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Member Since: 9/29/2004

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Tuesday, September 06, 2005

Currently Reading
Let the River Flow: Charsima Devotional
By Lee Grady
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Wow, I almost completely forgot about this page...due time for an update. This time I'm going to share some of the things that really hit me this morning when I was reading out of my daily devotional book. Which is one that I highly recommend for someone who wants something to be ignited or re-ignited in their hearts, it is Let The River Flow...Edited by J. Lee Grady and it's a Charisma Devotional. I honestly didn't used to be very fond of the Charisma ones, but there really is something different about this one. Every devotional is taken from books written by anointed men and women of God. People like Fuschia Picket, Ted Haggard, Mike Bickle, Francis Frangipane, Steve Hill, John Arnott just to name a few. But there is some really powerful stuff in the book. Okay, so now I move onto what hit me today...

Here's yesterday's devo. September 5th:

      Earth-centered prayers are reactions to circumstances. We feel overcome by life, or we are challenged by a crisis, perhaps personal, perhaps in your church or even a global problem. But our attention and focus is not on the Lord.

      While God, in His mercy, certainly hears these prayers, we often are not comforted by them. We rehearse our problem or situation, focused on the trauma we are facing and growing more anxious by the minute. We may get very excited, especially if the situation is a crucial one, and shout or pace in prayer, desperate for a breakthrough.

      In contrast, a throne room-centered prayer begins with an experiential understanding that God is in heaven, ruling over this circumstance. No matter how desperate the situation may seem, He is working all things, including this, together for our good because we love Him and He loves us. (See Rom. 8:28.)

      From that place, we may indeed be led into very loud and exciting prayers as we participate in spiritual warfare over the situation and pour out the petition of our very souls to the Lord. But the starting place is a place of peace and unshakable confidence in the reality of the goodness of God. (italics mine.)

      The focus of the prayer is not on a predetermined answer that we are demanding. Rather, we are laboring for the birthing of God's purpose, aware that His thoughts and ways are higher than our own. We are standing on the Word, not just our interpretation of it. (italics mine.)

   --Robert Stearns (from the book Prepare the Way)

  Lord, You have seated me in the heavenly places in Christ. Teach me to view life from that perspective.

 Wow, that spoke so much to me...it helped me to see why some of my prayers seem to go unanswered...I was not thinking or praying from/in the right perspective. Thank you, Lord, for opening my eyes to this. You are AWEsome.

 Today's devo. Sept. 6th:

      It is very valuable to be aware of where we are in the stages of personal and spiritual growth. If we are in a particularly difficult stage, it is encouraging to know that it will not last forever!

      As we reflect upon the seasons of our lives we will note that crisis always precedes great usefulness and increased awareness of God. (ittalics mine.) The Refiner's fire burns away our selfish, wrong motives. His hammer breaks us free from ALL bondage, and His love pulls us to Himself through it all. (caps mine.)

      In my case, when I asked God to burn out of my life anything that could come between Him and me, His flame torched "my ministry," my spiritual pride, my hunger for approval and my fear of man. I finally faced and dealt with problems that had been repressed for most of my life.

      I was driven to the Rock--to complete dependence upon God. He faithfully worked a miracle in my heart and circumstances that gave birth to a rich future. Many tears were shed in the flames, and cries did rise when the hammer fell, but with all my heart I am grateful beyond words for His love in bringing growth to my life.

      The truth about us is revealed in a crisis. If we pay close attention during the turmoil, it will teach us valuable lessons about how to deal with conflict within ourselves and with others in the future. It is a time when God stretches our perspectives by revealing the narrowness of the ones by which we had been living. Through the death to self that emerges, God will actually enlarge our capacity to minister to others.

   --Joyce Strong (from the book Instruments for His Glory)

     Lord Jesus, increase in my life, and cause me to decrease. Let Your fire burn all that remains of self-centerdness and pride.

 This really hit me in a number of ways...especially because right now is a great time of stretching and learning and growing. It's the hardest to see out from the storm, but once you get past it everything involved in that very storm seems so minute and small. God is greater than any storm or circumstance we could ever face, no matter how big. I will expand more on this later because I am pressed for time at the moment. Hopefully this is speaking to you in some way and may God continue to work in you and use you.

I love you all. Our God is the most amazing. Jesus, You are SO GOOD!!!


Thursday, July 07, 2005

Currently Listening
Dying Star
By Jason Upton
Mighty River
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There have been a lot of things going on lately. A lot of it is good stuff, but man, it's amazing how fast time seems to fly by and when you stop to look back at what is past, it blows my mind.

So many things and people have changed and moved on. You only really discover how much it really is that you have changed when you run into people that were there at the very beginning.

God is so good. That's all I can continue to say. Whether my life is where I want to be or not, God is so good.

Because of Him I have not just a strong foundation, but a firm one. No matter how high the waters may rise, how hard the wind may blow, or how strong the earth shakes...my foundation will not crack, break, or wash away.

The steps have already been laid out for me. My strength is honestly not my own. Otherwise, I would not be here.

Now, for those of you who may be reading this:

Please understand that I have no perfect life and definitely no perfect walk with Jesus, but it's because of Him that I live...whether I'm stumbling at the moment or not. I choose to return to Him every time I mess up. His mercies are so new every morning.

He loves you so overwhelmingly. No matter what you have done or been through. God will take anyone just as they are, no kidding. You don't have to clean up to come to Him...just come to Him...mud caked feet and all. He's waiting to wipe you clean. To work in you those things He has stored up in His throne room. He longs to fellowship with you, to speak to you and for you to hear Him and not doubt. His love is deeper, wider, stronger and higher than any other love out there. His lasts forever...it never ends. Not for a second.

His treasures are so great for you. He longs to make you beautiful, as He created you to be. His desire for you is to be lifted up. He is strong in your weakness.

He does not desire for you to die, but to live...to live abundantly.

It's never too late if you are still breathing...

 


Friday, January 21, 2005

I'm tellin' ya...this whole life thing can get a little crazy hectic at times and then there are those times that you feel it couldn't get any better...and if it did, you would start to believe you were in heaven already. Lately it's been very different for me...my life was not what I wanted it to be, for a short time, anyway. It seemed to get so busy and so frustrating that I lost myself in it for a while. I honestly cannot stand it when things become so ordinary that there really doesn't seem to be any extravagent purpose to it, or any purpose at all really, that should be there, but for many reasons, it's not. I even lost touch with things that I used to hold so dear to me...clasping onto them so hard that anyone looking at me, couldn't even make out what it was that I was holding onto. These things that could be referred to as "first loves." Moments when reading the Word with Jesus was so amazing and so refreshing, I couldn't wait for the next time I would spend with Him. So excited to see what it was that He was going to reveal to me next...from Scriptures that were familiar even from my childhood. I had to get back to those times...without them I was slowly dying...that's the scary part. But, I say all of this to say that even the strongest of Christians can "fall away" from knowing God. It's much easier than most think. I'm not saying that I fell away from Jesus or got into any sin...it was that I somehow got so caught up in serving that I lost the meaning of what it was all for and about...Him. Knowing Him...it wasn't even more/longer than a few weeks of time, but it can happen. Keep on guard...make sure that your eyes are always open...that your ears are ever listening...that your mind is always on alert...and that your heart is so intertwined with the Father's that you really don't even need your other senses, they are just there as "back-ups." It's not that I never thought about praying and worshiping...or just even cracking open the Word and reading a few verses...it was just that I was too tired or something else came up. I got to the point that I craved Him, I just wanted to be with Him...so much so that it screamed inside of me...nothing is greater than Him...nothing satisfies like Him. It took going back to those moments and remembering how fresh and how filling it was and is becoming again. I'm coming back to the heart of worship, and it really is all about Him. I'm bringing Him more than a song...I'm bringing Him my life...


Thursday, November 11, 2004

Here is a look into things that swim around in my mind...sorry, no original work being posted...but what is here I feel adequately explains it some...

Rita Springer
Worth It All

I don't understand your ways
Oh but I will give you my song
give you all of my praise
you hold on to all my pain
with it you are pulling me closer
and pulling me into your ways

Now around every corner
up every mountain
I'm not looking for crowns
or water from fountains
I'm desperate in seeking, frantic believing
that the sight of your face
is all that I'm needing
I will say to you

Its gonna be worth it,
Its gonna be worth it all,
I believe this.
Its gonna be worth it,
Its gonna be worth it all,
I believe this.
 
 This song has to be one of my favorites, especially when I'm going through a season that seems to last forever...

Find rest my soul in Christ alone. Know His power in quietness and trust. Though the oceans rise and thunders roar, I will soar with You above the storm. Father, You are King over the flood. I will be still, know you are God. I will walk through the valley if you want me to.                                     *taken from a friends website, and it really explains how I feel lately.

We must push beyond our desires and put substance behind our passion.         -Aaron Miller

"Beautiful" -Shawn McDonald

As I look into the stars ~ I'm pondering how far away they are ~ How You hold them in Your hands ~ And still You know this man ~ You know my innermost being, oh ~ Even better than I know, than I know myself ~ What a beautiful God ~ What a beautiful God ~ And what am I, that I might be called Your child  What am I, what am I, what am I ~ That you might know me, my King ~ what am I, what am I, what am I ~ As I look off into the distance ~ Watching the sun roll on by ~ Beautiful colors all around me, oh ~ Painted all over the sky ~ The same hands that created all of this ~ They created you and I ~ What a beautiful God ~ What a beautiful God ~ And what am I, that I might be called Your child ~ What am I, what am I ~ That you might know me, my King ~ What am I, what am I ~ That you might die, that I might live ~ What am I, what am I, what am I, what am I

That is just a really great song...

I think that this is all that I am going to post on here for now...let me know what you think...


Tuesday, October 19, 2004

    Well hello to anyone who decides to venture onto this site. Yes, I know what you are thinking...another website?? Why?? Well, I'm glad that you asked...this is not going to be like my other site...this one will involve more of my artisitic side, if you can call it that, maybe we'll just say my deeper side. I will probably only post good quotes, lyrics to good songs that stand out to me and more, who knows...and you are free to comment or use anything that I put on here. So, there you go and if that's not sufficient enough of an answer for you, I don't care...hehe...this is MY site...so if you have a problem with that then you don't have to read anything or come back here...lol, just kidding, partly anyway...lol. j/k seriously. All right, well I hope that you all have a great week. More coming later...



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